A box of change
October 21, 2012 @ 12:11 PM
Been some time since I've last been here. It's high time I do a little update right albeit whether or not there still people coming here for a read.
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I think over the past few months, I have actually grown as a person. While there may be some areas I am still struggling to control, I have been slowly figuring out who I am and what makes me the person that I am. I think mentally, I have become a whole lot stronger. I still have the deafening dark thoughts that causes my mental breakdown every now and then but I find it easier to come out of it. I have learned how to be strong, suffice to say.
I have always pride myself over the fact that I have a lot patience. Being patient is one of my strongest suites I should say and I find myself commending my patience every now and then. I know it sounds a bit narcissist but I am actually really proud to have that trait. I also think being patient with people and things is the main reason why I tend to put people before me. I prefer to see other people happy. For me, if you're happy then I'm happy.
It's no secret that I do not like changes. To put it in an analogy, I am like Tetris box. I like things to be fitted where it is suppose to be. I like fitted corners because it makes feel safe. But we all know, nobody gets far in fitted corners because life itself is a cycle. I still try to find ways to take a step out of the box and I enjoy the experience, most of the time, but I will always end up going back into my box. Just like a hermit.
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