Chained
February 26, 2011 @ 2:10 PM

Dear Mr Sentimiento,


You have been haunting me for so long now. Do you know how bitter I have become because of you? I hate that you have to come back every now and then. I hate that you have to keep haunting me and there is no way for me to stop you. Do you kow how painful it is for my heart to keep itself strong everytime you come around? It shouldn't hurt anymore but is does. I hate the fact that nobody understands how it feels to be hounded by you. I hate that I could not tell anyone the reason you ever existed because I am ashamed of you. It feels like you are chained to me ankle and you follow me every where I go. And if I managed to lose you for a while, you'd find other ways to come back to me. So I hate the fact that at the end of the day, you never fail to make me feel like a complete fool. 


xoxo 
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A little thanks
February 6, 2011 @ 8:58 PM

You have been nothing but the best lately and I wish that it would stay this way forever. Its like you read the insides of my head. I love the way you hold my hand everywhere we go, the way you would look into my eyes and give me the sweetest smile after a while. I love the way you hang your arm over my shoulders and letting me lean in to you. I love the fact that you took your shirt of to wipe my hair dry because there wasn't any towel, the way you comb the ends of it and stroke it when its done. I love the way you kiss me on the nose, the way  you willing shared your blanket with me. And I thank you for all the little things you did. For painstakingly sending and fetching me from work, for giving in to my weird cravings, for getting me breakfast, for cutting my food for me so I would have an easier time eating. Thank you for everything. I will make it up to you, I appreciate every thing you did.


xoxo 
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Sixth
February 3, 2011 @ 11:18 PM

I like how things work between us. I like how we do not need to constantly call on each other, how we do not need to talk on the phone for hours. I like how we would give each other random texts at any given point time of the day. I like how we would spend so much time together and would still look forward to a brand new day together I like our tiny little arguments, not so much of the big fights we had though.

I like how for six years, I have never been tired of you and every bit of you even if it annoys the living hell out of me. For six years already, you are still the one that flutters that little heart of mine. For six years, it still feels like it was yesterday when we started out. For six years, I managed to love you more than I never thought I could. Congratulations on our sixth sweetheart. 

Much love,
Nurellisya Sahdon
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