sweet sunday morning
October 30, 2009 @ 8:42 PM


I'm sure everyone has had their moment wondering about how their mind works or yet how a person's mind works. Questioning how it works is like questioning why we call an orange by its color but an apple, apple. After countless attempts to figure out an answer, we human being decided to just settle for a statement; that the mind works in a mysterious way.


While I decided to believe that the role of the mind is to differentiate the different situations and help us comprehend something that our body doesn't. It isn't so mysterious after all. Its the reason why we question things, most of the times for reassurance. Its the reason why we see things in more than one way and how we decide to define different things. Like how we define love while complementing it to a rainbow. Whether you see as a beautiful aftermath of a storm or whether its something beautiful but it'll be gone if we blink?


The way our mind works is the reason why we are so different from every other person in the world. Apart from minor similarities, everyone is simple different.
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blowing candles
October 26, 2009 @ 9:44 PM



Finally, I shall start on the birthday update. A whole week of birthday celebration and it was worth every second of it.


21st October 2009
 Humai's birthday. Called Jen like five minutes before midnight and when the clock strikes midnight, we called her and wished her a happy birthday. It was no surprise that she was practically screaming with joy. Her shrieks apparently, makes us smile. It was nice to know we managed to move her. And she was so happy later on the day, in school. She was beaming with joy and we can't help it but to be happy with her.



22nd October 2009
Maisarah's birthday. We(WG) intended to call give her a surprise call like we did to Humai but we figured it would not be much of a surprise since we all did it to Humai. Hence, during our lunch break, while Maisarah was away;studying, we decided that we would make a short video for her and ask her to watch it at midnight. It was not only hilarious making the video but Jen and I fiddled with her phone and managed to bluetooth it without her having any suspicion. Unfortunately, when we tried calling her, there was no answer so we assumed she was fast asleep. Therefore we sent her a text message, prompting her to watch the video we made for her. Glad you enjoyed it MaiMai. On the day itself, during lunch break, the rest of the girls had a surprise party for the four of us; Nadiah, Humai, Maisarah and myself. There was cake and presents and lots of picture taking.


23 October 2009
My sweet 18th. Initially, Baby <3 wanted to spend the day with me but he has work commitment and therefore celebrated with me a day earlier. He picked me up from school, went to my place, waited for me to get freshen up and make myself pretty. Then we head off for our romantic dinner at Swensen's. He had a lot of surprises under his sleeves. Even though it was for a short period of time, I enjoyed myself with his presence. For my surprise, the girls decided to email me this. VIDEO  but I was too tired to on my computer and read those emails because of the long but pleasant day. So, I woke up to the crisp morning, hands outstretched, feeling so overjoyed that I was finally eighteen. Once Im done getting ready for school, I went to watch the video. What a great to start my morning. Thanks girls.




So, what better way to end a perfect birthday than to meet up with the Kapas Bebola Geng. We settle for a picnic in the park at night. How awesome is that. Meeting them again makes me realize how much they mean to me. There was lots of surprises and I even teared. A night out spent with then is like the cherry on top. Let's have more picnic birthday okay gene? Next up Hatta, my Baby <3.


I'll end this with a big thank you for those who wished me. Thank you for the beautiful wishes. Thank you Wondergirls for the beautiful surprise, the Geng for the most awesome picnic-in-the-park-at-night surprise, Baby for the romantic dinner and all fir the gifts. I had the most awesome birthday. Thank you again babies. Love you all! Muah! ♥ 


Enjoy the pictures at FACEBOOK 
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October 24, 2009 @ 2:15 PM
Dear readers, fret not I will still update about my birthday, but when I'm not chasing time as much. So hang in there and bare with me. Sorry to keep you anticipating.


xoxo, E
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October 21, 2009 @ 7:24 PM


My current favorite song. I love you Pixie baby. :D
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chowder
October 19, 2009 @ 8:06 PM



haha. baby, watch this.
Mung: Chowderrrr! Get ready to cook.
Chowder: Whooohooo. "Esssssssss"
Mung: You can stop now.
Chowder: Wished I could but I'm stuck. "Esssssss"

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beautiful
12:16 AM
If only.




I am super shagged. I don't even think think that I can replenish my energy for school tomorrow and it does not help knowing that I have to start tomorrow surrounded by those four wall all the way at Bishan sticking my ass to a chair and try to pay attention in HR. Nonetheless, I had an awesome weekend. It started off great and it ended kinda great.


Friday. Baby<3 picked me up from school and I accompanied him to run his little errand, had lunch and when he was all done, the time was ours. I had a blast with Baby<3. Because somehow, right then it felt right, everything between us felt the same again, I felt like we were really real.


Saturday. I had work which not surprisingly, was quite mundane with occasional attempt to not get too bored. Had brunchner with Mom, Granny and baby brother then my final hour at work. Straight after work, I rushed off and trained to Pasir Ris where Baby<3 picked me up and we head off to Nadiah's birthday party. I had an awesome time at Nad's party, its a pity I came late and miss all the earlier fun but at least I got to spent some time with the birthday girl who looked very pretty that night. Thank you for inviting me Nad, awesome party you had there.


Sunday. Had work again. The usual. I think I yawned like a gazillion times there today. Ken's last day was today, so all the best Ken. :) Continued work as per normal today and did I mention one of the bosses is like super hot. She is smoking hot. haha. I'd date her if were a dude and a few years older. haha. So anyway, after work, got myself dinner at Ljs and head home. Now here I am, my fingers dancing on the keyboard.
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vanilla
October 15, 2009 @ 9:10 PM
Finding reasons.



My body is slowly feeling the burn. I am feeling shagged. Why? Because SW resumed today. After months of not 'exercising' , weirdly it feels good. So SW was the same old same old but instead of having it at the first hour, we now have right after lunch. Good way to burn the fats we had for lunch aye?


Anyway, this new sem started out pretty dry. With most modules I know nuts about. But its good to learn new things right? Helps to broaden our horizon. haha, chey. So, a week barely pass, not even a week I say, projects has been laid down on the table. I say this sem is practically project-based. Even the presumably mother of all projects has been laid down. Get ready for late nights procrastination coming down the road. I'm suppose to start on my TPS presentation, but I'm waiting for the MO to finish installing, I have reasons to be on Facebook now. haha


Lets step out of the line now, the name ELLE is easy to remember agree? Sounds nice too right? Then again, since its easy to remember and pronounce, I feel like its the reason why I get picked on every time, esp by teachers and lecturer. Flashback to Chemistry classes where Mr. S love calling out my name almost every time. Either because he wants to assure himself that I was paying attention then or just for his own fun. I always think its the latter. Annoying you know. Then now another Mr. S Teaching HRA picks on me. He'll go, 'ELLLLLEEEEEE' . Get ready for another 20 more weeks of that Ellie. 


Okay, MO might been officially installed now. If so I'm going to start on my TPS presentation. Bye.
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last summer
October 14, 2009 @ 8:06 PM
The truth is you could slit my throat,
and with my one last gasping breath,
I's apologize for bleeding on your shirt.
I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions.



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no. 9
October 12, 2009 @ 9:55 PM
Taking Chances




So here we go again. New Term, new modules, new schedule, a new start. With that I meant, I'm leaving behind the bitter memories I had during the term break. But I'm hoping to take the lessons learnt from it throughout my whole life. I'm hoping I'd wish lesser and start resolving slowly. I'm starting most of the things in my life anew. Well, except for some because I simply can't find it in my heart to forgive and forget. I'm taking my love life to whole new level, I'm trying to maintain my grades or make it better, I'm loving my friends, even though some of us are drifting apart. I'm leaving all the uncertainties behind me. I'm happy with where I am right now. Let it stay like this way for awhile. I'll promise I'll take it slow and savour every moment.


Well, the first day of a new term starts with lots of things unexpected. Its was nice seeing the girls again, i miss them wondergirls so much. But once class officially starts, the awkwardness sets in, not only because of the new lecturers, most of them new, its also because of the atmosphere of the class. I won't elaborate. But that would not faze me from having a ball in school. We'll see, hopefully this term will be better than the last. Fingers crossed.

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try
October 11, 2009 @ 4:08 PM
If I walk, would you run. If stop, would you come. If I say you're the one, would you believe me. If I asked you to stay, would you show me the way, tell me what to say so you don't leave me. The world is catching up to you, while you're running away to chase your dreams. Its time for us to make a move, 'cause we are asking one another to change and maybe I'm not ready. But I'm trying for your love, I can hide up above. I will try for your love, we've been hiding enough. If I sing you a song, would you sing along or wait till I'm gone, oh how w push and pull. If I give you my heart, would you just play the part or tell me it's the start of something beautiful. Am I catching up to you, while you're running away to chase your dreams. It's time for us to face the truth 'cause we are coming to each other to change and maybe I'm not ready. But I'm trying for your love, I can hide up above. I will try for your love, we've been hiding enough.

How ironic is this song baby? or maybe it has just describe everything? We've been through a lot now my dear, more than we expected. I like where we are now even though things are a so different now. We'll adapt, we'll make new memories, new ways to celebrate each other. I love you, always will.

xoxo.

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October 8, 2009 @ 10:30 PM

All I need is just one chance, one kiss, one night to show you what you mean to me. One chance to spend all day with you and to show you how we're so alike. One kiss to prove we're more than just friends and one night to hold you tight.
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trice cream
9:53 PM
I'm freaking frustrated. You guys bugged me, asking me to plan everything and when I finally did, none of you even bother to reply. It takes only a mere three minutes to reply me with the dates you're free or just a simple 'sorry I can't make it' or 'sure'. Is it hard to do all that. I just don't get it. And tell me is it fair for me to be angry right now. If you're telling me you are busy or been caught up with stuff, well I don't give a bull. Then again why should I when you guys don't either. I'm not trying to find fault here because honestly, I don't think its my god damn fault. Don't even give me the reasons you pulled out from your ass because I won't bother.
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movie
9:26 PM


So I went on to watch Fame today with my Askar Boy together with Syu. Bf picked me up from my place, had mom's delicious chicken chops. Sedap kan b? haha. Then we made a move on to Cwp and met Syu there. We bought our tickets and food before heading for the movie. Certain things happened in the theater itself that made Bf and I laughed like hell but at the same time trying hard not to burst out loud. Many people told me that its those movie that's not worth watching but i beg to differ, I guess its a movie for those mostly interested in arts. Syu and I had a blast watching it. One scene seem so ironic and it  made me want to cry. I give the movie 4/5 pop dogs.
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birthday
October 4, 2009 @ 10:04 PM



I want me one of those. Blue, red or purple?
the new ipod.
*hint-hint*
19 more days.
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3:40 PM
words are not needed here. you know how much i love you. happy 56 baby.
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might have been(s)
October 2, 2009 @ 8:28 PM
If this isn't love.




When I first entered this I didn't know what to expect. But as we went along, I learn that there are certain things I should and should not expect so often. A relationship under construction. Rebuilding a new bridge over the one that burnt down. Along with it was the memories we had. We learnt that at a certain time we have to let things go even if it hurts. Building our new bridge meant sacrificing certain things. Such as the affections we once had and soon yearn for, the sweet nothings often whispered just to make the butterflies in each tummies fly, the reassurance we tend to seek for, they little things. We would throw all that away just so we could built something new with the same person. With that, we slowly place the pieces back together again, one at a time. Yea, we're still going to find hard. And when all of it is said and done, we'll give it a test. Will it be able to withstand the uncertain future, would it crumble like it did before and most of all will it be strong enough  albeit everything its going to deal with. Nobody said love was easy, we just need to figure out the way the puzzle fit, because love triumphs over anything.


xoxo.
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lauren conrad
October 1, 2009 @ 4:45 PM
Medication for obsession.



i want to meet her so bad.


So I woke at 8 in the morning because of my ever so loud message ringtone. After reading it half-asleep, I realize that it was my examination results. So I sat up, read the message again and guess what, I pass. I did well. And the first thing I did was went to the drawer and search for books, well to distinguish which subject stands for which number. Realizing how I did for each subsequent subject, I couldn't contain my excitement. So I naturally and literally jumped up and down with excitement, silently of course, because my baby brother was still asleep. The first person I text was Bf, then text messages from Jannah came in and yada yada. I must say, I'm quite please with the outcome of my results, who would have thought aye baby?


Anyway, I've decided that I want to a trip to LA as my 21st birthday gift. Anyone wanna join in, be my guest. Oh and if you could throw in a lunch date with Lauren Conrad, I would love you forever. Really, I would.
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