White Lies

gravity

November 18, 2009 @ 7:16 PM

I'm sure everyone knows what it feels like to have something going on so well then a minute later, something else slap us hard in the face. Leaving us clueless for a minute or so, finding air to breathe in right again and slowly let our heartbeat rate goes back to normal. Then we slowly try to piece back the pieces, trying hard to look or find the bigger picture. While we keep asking what went wrong, we tend to forget about resolving. We get all worked up trying to gather all the right words to say even though most of them are already at the tip of our tongue. We ask and ask and ask yet we hardly get the answer we're looking for, it's like searching for a needle in a hay stack. It's normal to see things from only our view most of the time, everyone is a narcissist somewhere deep inside. We need that nudge as a wake up call to see things in a different light. Usually from someone other than ourselves. That is what the slap is for, hypothetically or literally.

All the little things we argue about. Unless we resolve it, it will always lead up to something bigger. I guess we are too afraid to face the truth, snooping around to find proof just to know if we care. All those times, all the things that should have been said and done, years back are finally catching up to us. We had our chance and we blew it. Now it's haunting us and we can't run away from it. Sooner or later, we have to face it. There are so many things left unspoken between us, sometimes it's already too late.

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