mind over body
March 31, 2010 @ 3:28 PM
This morning when Hatta told me he loves me I did not do what I usually do. Question. I's ask every single question possible and comes up with my own answer. But today, I decided to just let it sink in me and wherever the boats decides to maneuver, I'll follow.
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Before, I used to get what I want just by asking for it. However, ever since I turned eighteen and started working then, it stopped. I had to depend on myself to get what I want. But since I stopped working months back, it was not that easy anymore.
My grandmother has been pestering me to get another job, help out with the family burden a bit. I want to but I don't want to work, not right now. She just doesn't understand it I guess. I mean I can put up with the constant questioning of me getting another job but sooner or later it gets a little irritating.
It's not that I don't want to work. It's just that I'm not ready to start working again. That feeling isn't there yet. I find this reasonable because one I am still schooling and two, as much as working can help me increase my pocket value, it's not the same if I'm not into it. Get it?
xoxo ♥
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