falling skies
April 7, 2010 @ 12:25 AM
I like to believe this is just a phase because I know how it would end. Yet, I don't understand why I cannot figure out what really is going on. And I don't understand why I cannot figure out a way for it not to end the way I know it would. This is all so messed up. I'm so messed up. I'm afraid to make any move with fear that I hurt the one person I love the most, because I know he would be the one dealing with most of it. Honestly, I don't know what's going on anymore. I keep contradicting myself.
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
xoxo ♥