goodbye
September 2, 2010 @ 11:04 PM


I am exhausted from everything now. My mind is in a whirl and I can't think straight anymore. I hardly bothers anymore. My mood swings are as wide as the ocean. I actually snapped at a total stranger just because he was smoking next to  me. And a few hours later, I nearly had a nervous breakdown. I can't sleep well. I'm haunted by the same thoughts over and over again and I'm tired of it. My body is getting exhausted. I'm tired of trying to make it feel okay. I'm tired of pretending that I've mended. I'm tired of yearning on things that never happens in the end. I'm tired of talking in circles. I'm tired of dealing all of it on my own. I'm tired of everything. I need a break.
xoxo 
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