June 10, 2009 @ 1:04 PM
Happy Pills!
See the people above?
I need to meet the happy people.
I miss every single one so effing much.
Wahh, meet soon sayangs sayangs!
editted.
Labels: green tea.
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June 9, 2009 @ 8:00 PM
Sometimes, I hate knowing what I know.
I hate knowing things that I shouldn't know.
I bear a weakness, I think too much.
I keep pondering about things that I shouldn't,
because it seems to me that a quarter of my life has been a lie.
Everything seems like a lie when trust is lost.
And when I think too much, I'll have questions.
Questions that will have answers that I never want to know.
And when I don't get my answers,
my brain gets wild.
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June 6, 2009 @ 11:03 PM
See that? That's Dinah and Mrs Tay in the center. See Mrs Tay's tummy? Humongous, in a good way lar.Went to Unity's Funfair. It wasn't awesome but it wasn't bad either, so, mediocre? Walked around with boyfriend, Dinah and Achap. Ran into some old friends, reminisce for a while, hydrate ourselves. Met Hafiz and Izzul too. Chilled and reminisce some more. Good times good times.
After a good catching up, it was time to go to work. Baby sent me off.
Reached work and the first thing I saw was the long queue. I was lightly briefed about the on goings and then its judgement time. I totally forgot how crazy it was to work there. The people you might encounter and the bitches who you would just love to strangle. It was so effing hectic.
My feet was hurting by the time I reached home, so I plop myself to the sofa and tell myself to rest for another good five minutes every time the thought of washing up occurs. I have to work again tmr, just hope it would not be this hectic.
Ohh, what hell! Who am I kidding? Tmr is an effing Sunday, of course it would crazy.
I need to rest. Blagh.
Labels: cotton-ed balls.
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June 4, 2009 @ 9:04 PM
A warm & sweet kiss.
It lingered just long enough,
to make it clear that it meant
more than just a hello.
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June 3, 2009 @ 11:00 PM
52nd Monthsary.
It can never be enough how much I keep telling you I love you.
You've been my pillar of strength, my rock, my everything.
I want to thank you for still holding on and still giving your best to make this work whenever the future of this relationship looks so bleak. For entertaining my shit days, my mood swings, my inner child. For listening to my stories, for laughing at my lame jokes. For not minding my bad hair days, telling me I still look "hot" when I feel so crappy and wiped away my tears no matter how ugly I looked. For cracking me up when I feel so f'ed up. Thank you for constantly looking me in the eye to assure me whenever I feel so insecure. Time will show progress and change. We will find time, to spend a much needed quality time together.
I will always love you.
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June 2, 2009 @ 11:39 PM
Do you feel that, Girl? Do you feel the pain that is burning you heart right now like it did to mine? Do you feel the way your heart is breaking, how insecure you feel about the surroundings, how everything seems so unreal?
Retribution. Apart of me wants you to feel the pain, wants you to go through what I went through. Experience the shit you put me in, making me hate you so much and making me lose all trust I had in the one person I truly love. But I'm not stooping that low, I'm not so petty. Once bitten twice shy.
Even though the words you 'spoke' is still etched in my head, I am slowly healing. I'm being a bigger person and I hope, unlike me, you would get out of this rut, unscathed.
Labels: ensconced. (editted)
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June 1, 2009 @ 9:49 PM
I wanted the holidays to come soon. Real soon. I want to get out of the school's environment real bad. I mean the company is awesome but I just want my life back, the life that I had when I was enjoying my 5 months holidays. I want to spend quality time with boyfriend, a much needed time together. And I want to spend time with the Happy Pills. All of us together.
In conclusion, I need my term break to come, fast.
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