i love avatarilya
March 9, 2010 @ 9:54 PM
i love u (hatta avatarilya)
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March 8, 2010 @ 9:05 PM
Everybody is insecure. They can tell you that they are not all they want but the fact of the matter is, everybody is insecure. However, not everybody is doubtful. I'm a very doubtful person and that may be the reason I break so easily. I doubt everything I have and sometimes the situation I'm in does not make things any easier.xoxo ♥
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let it slide
March 7, 2010 @ 11:05 PM
A good friend of mine made me realize something today. Actually, I've got a hunch about it since few weeks back. I guess I just needed that little push for me to accept the reality of it is. I have been trying to avoid dealing with this as much as I can. I want to follow my heart instead of my mind, but the truth is what it is.
I mean, we all define happiness as this ray of sunshine surrounded by beautiful butterflies. But I guess what we fail to see is that we always settle for the shades of grey. We tend to settle for what we have now than take the risk with the fear of losing it all. Most of the time it is because we felt that we are far in too deep.
I have had many things thrown at me from different angles of life. I have had times when I felt that things are getting too much for me to handle. But somehow I managed to pull through it all and I am proud of myself that I can still stand tall and move on with my life. People say they get how I feel, try to make me feel better and I appreciate that but nobody knows better than I do what I went through.
If you ask me if I'm happy, I will tell you I am. I may not be entirely happy but I am. Even though at times I feel like the reason to hold on is no longer there, even though I know what I felt was true and even though it hurts, at the end of the day I am still happy.
I guess my point is, we are satisfied even though we may not be entirely happy and that even though the truth is likely to hurt, we tend to follow our hearts instead of our mind and believe the remaining one percent of truth. Time is not gold. Time is not money. Time is just but a number. No matter how far we come if it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be.
xoxo ♥
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2:41 AM
She insisted that I should have an entry about her. This girl have a way of convincing people to do things. haha. Shafiqah Sahar, this is for you. Initially, I wanted to post something funny about you but I decided I can still do that while putting in your good points. So here it goes.
Who would have thought that we can ever click so well given the circumstances. Come to think of it, you are the one of the people who I easily got along with, with an instance. I remember the first time we met. Haha. What a way to break the ice. Well, things pretty much flow as it is from there. I really thought you were the snobby and arrogant type of girls but who knew, we got that one thing in common. Well, you know I know. Haha. Then more things in common. It was really nice knowing you. Someone so humble yet has a confidence so high I bet the skies the limit. Someone who obviously have both beauty and brawn. Someone who you should really get to know instead of having your own pre-conceived judgement. I may not know you for long but it feels like it. Funny how I can easily open up to you just like that. It seems like we always have something to talk about.
There you go and with the benefit of the doubt, I honestly mean what I say.
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study smart
March 6, 2010 @ 6:48 PM
One week of treacherous brain work out. Three days of penning it all down. One month of pure bliss. Girls this is for you. Study smart and persevere. I know it gets crazy halfway through but we will enjoy the reaps of it. Best of luck my dear girls. I love you all.
xoxo ♥
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horo-love
March 4, 2010 @ 8:17 PM
If a Scorpio and a Sagittarius want to make a love match, they should be warned to slow down, take their time getting to know one another on a deep, significant level or else they run the risk of getting way ahead of themselves. This relationship could be over before either partner even realizes it's started if they're not careful! Their patience will be very richly rewarded. Sagittarius thrives on change, on the new and the exciting and on the power of positive thought. Scorpio just wants to get closer and strengthen emotional ties.
Both Scorpio and Sagittarius see each day as an adventure (or in Scorpio's case, a compelling mystery) and as an endless opportunity to explore, to probe, to learn. Shared escapades bring them closer. While Sagittarius may get fed up with Scorpio's stubbornness and inflexibility, Scorpio could be thinking their Sagittarius mate is just a little too hotheaded. They'll enjoy learning together, and travel could be very beneficial for this pair. Their relationship is always on the go!
Both of these love mates can multitask like pros, keeping each others interests at heart, juggling birthdays and special dates with family obligations, but it really takes Scorpio's follow-through to get anything finished in this pair. Sagittarius gets the urge to jump around from project to project, so Scorpio's stick-to-it-tivness comes in handy. Lucky for Scorp partners, Sagittarius notices all the work their mates put in -- and they definitely show their appreciation when they know it's needed. Scorpio can be stubborn, exacting and demanding, so this mate needs to give their Sagittarius love their personal space and time for their own interests. Scorpio leads Sagittarius' ideas fruition, even if Sagittarius has lost interest and moved on. So they're not all work and no play, Sagittarius comes through with their knack for flexibility, a positive quality that sometimes wins out over resolute determination.
What's the best thing about the Scorpio-Sagittarius relationship? The security and flexibility they can give one another. Once they open up to one another and to appreciate their different philosophies in love and in life, these two have potential for steamy relations, deep connections and heartfelt respect. As long as they communicate and celebrate their differences, theirs will be a passionate relationship.
Unquestionably I'm Scorpio and Hatta's Sagittarius. The ones I highlighted are the ones that hits the nail. Haha. I like this reading a lot. Hubba Hubba. Especially the last paragraph.
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March 2, 2010 @ 8:36 PM
When it comes to matters of the heart, I'm a sucker. There's a reason why I rather pretend that everything is okay than dealing with what it seems to be. I would rather hide behind the walls I built. I don't know how you do it. That thing where you flutter my little heart away and leave it breaking at the same time. We've played the pretending game for far too long. Baby I love you. I really do but reassurances can do us good sometimes. I miss you babe.
Well, hello there March.
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