A Constellation of Stars
January 19, 2011 @ 10:39 PM
So lately, I've been so fascinated about the constellation of stars especially when the 13th star sign was added to the zodiac sign. Its not that I am a true believer of the horoscopes but I have always find them fascinating. The way it says certain things about you and as odd as it is a part of you actually believed it.
Since the 13th sign was changing all the other horoscope ranges, I went on 'researching' about it known as Ophiuchus. It sounds really off and I can't even pronounce it. I was reading on about how it was always there just that it was never included in the constellation because it was supposedly unlucky and there was actually more to it such as how the sun make its way around the constellation. Furthermore, unlike the other zodiac signs that associates itself with creatures like Scorpio with a scorpion or Libra with the sun, Ophiuchus is associated with a real person also known as 'the serpent holder'. The more I read about it the, more it fascinates me.
Then I went to read on about my zodiac sign, Scorpio. It was said that Scorpios are a contradiction. We could be the best and the worst of both world. We are independent and clingy, authoritative and weak, loving and cold, intense in and about almost everything, mysterious, stubborn, jealous, and revengeful.
After reading on about the traits of a Scorpio, I began to re-evaluate myself, or so you say it. And I have to agree that most of it rings true to me. Especially about being revengeful and self-destructive. It is not that I seek revenge every time but when someone does me wrong, I find it hard to forgive and forget. And when I do forgive, I hardly forget. I also noticed how self-destructive I can get especially when I am my lowest point. Then I realize that over time, I have become so bitter. I get angry at little things. I am less forgiving than when I was before. And it is not something I am proud of. But he things I do now and the things I used to do in the name of love are still on the same road.
xoxo ♥
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