Hide and Seek
April 25, 2011 @ 11:10 PM
I am a person who doesn't handle critics well. I am very sensitive. I have the tendency to interpret what people say about me in a negative way, whether they mean it or not. Sometimes whether they pass it off as a joke or not, I have the tendency to take it to heart. For example, if a person tells me that I look funny, I would instantly feel self-conscious. I have always been self-conscious to the extend that I analyze every move I make. I think about how my legs are placed, how I eat and such. I make it seem that no one has a space or a need to say something about me.
This is not healthy but I have always been like this. The way I was grew up plays a huge part of why I am like this. It affects me harder when its family or the people I love that has a thing to say about me. A part of me feels like it made me a better person, the fact that it made me work hard to prove everyone wrong, to prove me wrong.
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