We accept the love we think we deserve.
archive
February 2009March 2009April 2009May 2009June 2009July 2009August 2009September 2009October 2009November 2009December 2009January 2010February 2010March 2010April 2010May 2010June 2010July 2010August 2010September 2010October 2010November 2010December 2010January 2011February 2011March 2011April 2011May 2011June 2011July 2011August 2011September 2011November 2011December 2011January 2012February 2012March 2012April 2012May 2012June 2012October 2012February 2013March 2013June 2013
something new
November 16, 2009 @ 11:53 PM


Back with a new b.skin babies. Miss me much? I know I have an immense amount of updating to do. Forgive me my dear readers. One I was too caught up with Gossip Girl, two I was tired and three I was simple being a lazy ass. So I have quite a number of updates that should be up by now; HRA OCBC Trip, Dee's birthday and my weekends. Therefore I promise it'll be up tomorrow. Ohh, spare me a day will you? In the mean time, why don't you lovely babies relive my tagboard. It too is new. Shower it with nice words when you're done visiting. Don't worry, hate tags will be deleted, so don't waste your time.

               ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

On a off key and serious note. Expectations are not that all worth the while don't you think? I build up mountains of hope only to see most of it come crashing down or even some not having the chance to go up at all. I know I've told myself that I'd hope less and start resolving more, lest I want to get myself hurt. It is mostly my fault for putting so much hope on something that I know will never happen, perhaps in another twenty years. Then again, how do you deal with things that you have been yearning for, for a long time? How do you deal with things when words are not an option? Hoping is the only way because we all know, or at least I believe that there is no such things as miracles. That is where my weakness lies, I hope too much. I hoped that things will get better when I know that it might not. I hoped that things will be like how it used to when I know that it never will. I hoped that you would see it through my eyes even though I know you could never do it and I hoped that my hopes will come true even when I know that chances are, they never will. It hurts when it dies but maybe that is what I need to stop. I need the fall as my wake up call.

Labels:

0 comments: leave a comment
killer
November 4, 2009 @ 1:50 PM
No doubt that I love her!
Alrightey, since I've got some free time on my hands, lets do an update. Nothing much happened this week besides the fact that I've been sick since last Sunday and missed two days of school in which I do not know whether I should be overjoyed or worried. However it is good to be at home during this monsoon season where the cold wind makes my bed feel like a paradise. It's no surprise I spent most time in bed one because the medical drugs I got from the doctor was so strong, it couldn't have knocked me out faster and it really gave drowsiness a new definition(my freezer can vouch for that) and two I got to relish the moment where I don't have to be in school. Well the fever might have subside but the migraine still lingers on, same goes for the killer sore throat. I hate it because all those sweet drinks for me must be left untouched. :( It does not help to be hungry all the time and has no appetite at the same time. Anyway, thank you again Baby for accompanying me to the doctor and entertaining me no matter how irritating and bi polar-ish I get.

Labels:

0 comments: leave a comment
← older
Basic Space by capitol. Tiny icons by Brand Spanking New. Icons by harbor.