April 8, 2009 @ 12:03 AM
I want to cry but holding back seems pretty sane now.
I want to be strong but am I strong enough?
I don't want to break you but will it break me instead?
Is this just another phase?
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April 7, 2009 @ 11:45 PM
We wanted to meet Mrs Tay, our motherly form teacher. She's the greatest form and English teacher anyone could ever ask for, in my opinion at least. But she was busy with oral examinations. Never mind, next time perhaps.
It feels good going back to an environment where I felt most comfortable in. Where every path I took seems to be the right one and knowing that whatever that goes wrong can and will be corrected. Even though there are certain things that made me dislike that school, its the place where I've had the most fond memories with my dear ones during my five years there. Memories that I will carry throughout my life.
♥ Art during Math, good times, good times.
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April 6, 2009 @ 4:01 PM
I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed. Woke up feeling totally guilty and tired. If I could stay in bed all day, I would. But I decided not too.
Anyway,in exactly a weeks time, school will start. As excited as I am that this draggy holidays are ending, I'm still quite jittery for school. Despite the fact that Ain who has been in the same school with me since primary school will be going to the same school with me, doesn't make me feel at ease at all. I don't know, we'll see how it goes when school starts.
Better enjoy my holidays while I can. Will be going down to Unity tmr to collect my O level cert and my testimonial and perhaps see those familiar faces once again.
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April 3, 2009 @ 6:29 PM
Happy 50th Monthsary Baby.
There is not a day that goes by that I don't love you. Not a second pass by that I don't think about you. You've been my pillar of strength. My shoulder to lean on, anytime and anywhere. I can never stay mad at you for long because hearing your voice and the smile that it brings, will instantly enlighten me. You're the one who can always put a smile upon my face no matter how bitchy I can be. You've made me realize what being in love really means how it can change one's life if not the other. You're the one who always makes my heart flutter with the little things you do. The one I can never get enough of. I ♥ you sweet baby.
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April 2, 2009 @ 3:03 PM
31march09
Okay, I wanted to post about 31march09 yesterday but I was all caught up with something else (noted:yst post) . So anyway, I woke up early that day 'cause I was suppose to go back Bishan to finish up the last part of the registration. Baby came along with me cause he took leave on that day. Its been a long time since I wake myself up that early in the morning, because Baby told his Mum that he had a half day at work. We had breakfast then head off for a long ride to Bishan. God, was I sleepy.
Moving on, Baby sent me home at around 11plus, sent Iman to school and chilled at Aunt's place for awhile. Baby and I meet up again in the afternoon together with Pinky and Din. I wasn't quite sure what the plan was but on the way there, we were held up by this Traffic Police, I don't really want to elaborate 'cause its just not worth it, all I can say about that TP is that, oh dear, your parents didn't gave you a chance whilst naming you. And before I knew it we reached Town.
I wanted to get myself a new school bag, so we checked things out Far East. When nothing really caught my eye to make me change my mind from the Flesh Imp bag that I've been eyeing, its off to Wisma for the Flesh Imp boutique. I bought my bag in black, Baby got himself a new lanyard for his keys and I wanted this very cute tote there. But, my financial assistant aka Baby was giving me his 'faces'. *baby if you're reading this, you know what I mean. After that, we went to this cute little shoe shop 'cause Pinky wanted to buy a shoe. There were lots of mirrors there so Baby and I took the chance to take some pictures (above).
Planned to have dinner at East Coast but after a long aching butt ride we reached EC only to find out that it was closed for spring cleaning. Dang it! So we head off to this place where you'd dine near the train tracks. Quite cool. With a full tummy, we head home. Well, that's about it. I had fun, really.
Nowreen syg, I will send you Sentosa pictures soon okay? Hatta has yet to send them to me.
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3:15 PM
ANY SIGNS OF LOVE?
I'm not sure whether I should be furious or hurt right now. What the hell is wrong with you? Just when I thought that you've repent and try to make our relationship work, you decide to turn the ship around.
My God Dad, what is it that you want? I gave you a chance to mend our strained relationship and just when I thought things are starting to get better you decide to pull the trigger. I'm tired of picking up your slack, I know Mum is but she's your wife. You did things I find it hard to comprehend. I know I have no right to be rude to you but I have the right to feel hurt, to feel angry. You blame me for your mistakes and the words that you speak pierced through me like a knife. Have you ever stop and think that what you say or do will affect me? Or to just pause and think of the consequences of your actions? You may have three children but I'm your only daughter, doesn't that count for something? You put all your attention to Iman, and seem to forget about us(ijad & I). Have you ever thought of what we need or what we want? I know we have the choice whether we want to confide in you or not, but did you ever gave us a chance to choose? I don't know D, I'm tired of it. I tried but you just made me gave up.
♥ Sorry may be the hardest word but Forgiving is still the hardest thing to do.
I'm not sure whether I should be furious or hurt right now. What the hell is wrong with you? Just when I thought that you've repent and try to make our relationship work, you decide to turn the ship around.
My God Dad, what is it that you want? I gave you a chance to mend our strained relationship and just when I thought things are starting to get better you decide to pull the trigger. I'm tired of picking up your slack, I know Mum is but she's your wife. You did things I find it hard to comprehend. I know I have no right to be rude to you but I have the right to feel hurt, to feel angry. You blame me for your mistakes and the words that you speak pierced through me like a knife. Have you ever stop and think that what you say or do will affect me? Or to just pause and think of the consequences of your actions? You may have three children but I'm your only daughter, doesn't that count for something? You put all your attention to Iman, and seem to forget about us(ijad & I). Have you ever thought of what we need or what we want? I know we have the choice whether we want to confide in you or not, but did you ever gave us a chance to choose? I don't know D, I'm tired of it. I tried but you just made me gave up.
♥ Sorry may be the hardest word but Forgiving is still the hardest thing to do.
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