double date
April 5, 2010 @ 4:03 PM
Last Saturday, it was a last minute plan to meet up and have a double date together. So my boyfriend and I met up with Fiqah and Hafiz to watch a movie together. We caught the last screening of How To Train Your Dragon but its not in 3D. It's okay, it's still a very good movie. A must watch.It was a short meet up but I think can safely say everyone enjoyed each other's presence, non-stop laughing about the same old inside joke. HAHA. We would definitely hang out again because Fiqah and I kinda promised the guys that we would watch Clash of The Titans next time round.
xoxo ♥
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A cookie affair
April 4, 2010 @ 7:03 PM
The girls and I decided to meet up to do some catching up. Headed down to Vivo to have lunch. Then with a pint of Ben & Jerry, we settled at the rooftop and talked endlessly, taking pictures along the way too. It felt like we had not met since forever at the same time everything felt so nostalgic. After Su left for work, Fafa, Ain and I decided to roam around the mall. From National Geographic to Forever21. And my sweetheart join soon after. I had a ball of time with them, always had and always will.
And they say high school is always the best. Its where you make the best memories. I feel in love in high school and I'm happy with where it brought me now. I'm happy with all the friends I made. The ones that I will see in every aspect of my future.
xoxo ♥
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pardon me
5:46 PM
Even after all these years, I could not find it in me and bring myself to forgive you. Even though what you did was not as bad as murder, you broke me, you broke me in ways I could not imagine. It's not as easy as it seem. Talking about it gets easier but I cannot stop the raw emotions that comes along with it. Sometimes, I can't even fathom the things I feel let alone find the right words to describe it.Everybody wants me to forgive and forget, especially Hatta. But let me tell you this, it's easier said that done. I don't think anybody really understands why I find it so hard to forgive you. at times, it's beyond my comprehension too.
I know for a fact that I'm not the only one involved but I also know for a fact that I was the only one who was hurt the most. You may have moved on and so have I but what you did scarred me. I did not ask for all of those and here I am left to pick up the pieces and mend my scars on my own. The things you say bears no meaning for me now. No, I'm not seeking for any kind of sympathy, I'm just trying to let people see that I'm not the villain here. I have the right to feel hate.
Try being in my shoes and perhaps you'll find the reason why I could not do what everybody else expects me to do. Undeniably, I don't think I can forget this. As for the forgiving part, maybe someday I'll get to it, maybe someday I'll find it in my heart to forgive you but for now, don't harp on it.
xoxo ♥
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sixty-two
April 3, 2010 @ 1:42 PM
"I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we're going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. There are a million of things I love about you, like your nose and the way you smile, the way you look at me in the eyes. and I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh, I feel as if my company makes you happy, and that's what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you smile at my clumsy ways, it just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see a smile on your face, everyday."
Happy 62nd months baby. I love you more than you would ever know.
xoxo ♥
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bunny rabbit
April 2, 2010 @ 12:47 AM
I'm getting annoyed at some people who keep having something to say about my life. I respect your opinion but it's getting a tad annoying now. It's my life. I can eat what I want, do what I want, date who I want and all of it. I'll carry the burden myself so I would like it if you take a step back and just let me breathe a little. I'm not asking for much here.
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I'm sure most of you know by now that I have already stop working. And it's not a big deal except that for the holidays now, it would be a little difficult for me to get a stable source of income for my expenses, given that I usually get daily allowances inclusive of school. But the thing is that, I don't mind. I don't mind being broke.
Every time I whine about being broke, I have a lot of people saying to me, "you can ask from Hatta what....". I know I can. But the thing is, I don't like asking Hatta for money even though he is my boyfriend. I may ask him for a lot of things, I may tell him I want this and that but I don't expect him to get it for me. Most of the time, I get the things I want myself even though Hatta usually nags about it. I don't put pressure on him to get the things I want for me. I have my reasons but I just don't like asking money from my boyfriend. I leave it up to him if he wants to buy me things or not and neither do I get upset if I don't get it.
xoxo ♥
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itchy fingers
April 1, 2010 @ 11:33 PM
I have itchy fingers, I know. Heehee. I changed it again not because I was already bored with the previous one, I changed it because it was boring. I find a bit too dull even though it was somehow calming. So for now hope you enjoy the new one as much as I do. Well, for now that is.
xoxo ♥
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lilies
10:04 PM
You brought me up so high, but someway or another I find myself bringing us down, bringing myself down. I find myself doing things that brings the things we had up high down. Then you somehow, by a god mighty chance, you successfully made me feel so guilty about it. Yes, that's the power you have over me. So strong, it easily made me feel what I'm feeling without even trying.
xoxo ♥
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