strength
August 11, 2010 @ 6:26 PM
Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you’re a good person and a good friend. What’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not-won’t. Love is worth fighting for but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don’t lose something real. Always fight, until you can’t anymore, and then be fought for.
xoxo ♥
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A short getaway
1:09 AM
Going back there seems a little nostalgic given that I practically grew up there. My grandmother decided to rent out a camp which can house up to 60 people instead of sleeping over at her house down the hill. Hence, the family set aside some time off their busy schedule to gather as one big family. H decided to join in too, which makes everything awesome when he is by my side.
Overall, it was a blast even though I was still fresh recovering from a fever. Stroll at the beach, fishing till the wee hours, campfire, barbeque, staying up late playing card games, eating almost every minute, birthday celebration and cakes flying everywhere, swimming in the clear sea waters, sand war, feeding cats and so much more. It's no surprise that everybody came back feeling really exhausted. It is safe to say that this is one of the best family time we had in years. However, all I have to keep this as a memory depends on my brain power because idiotically, I forgot to bring the camera. I guess I'll take some pictures from my cousins when they post it up at FB and I'll show it to you guys here. Till then.
xoxo ♥
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throat infection
August 6, 2010 @ 8:27 PM
Anyway, the only difference this time is that the fever is affecting my back real bad. I mean really really bad. It's like I need constant tight pressure on it all the time. I got home and asked mama to massage my back, it felt good for a while but the relief cream only work hours after it has been applied. Mama wants me to get it checked, go for an x-ray. I thought she was over-reacting but maybe it's not so bad of an idea. So I spent the rest of the day sleeping at home waking up occasionally to drink and pee or answers calls. I even had to swallow god knows how many different types of medication (blame mama) no matter how much I fear them and I think one of it is giving my face an itch. Anywhere but the face! However, it was a good thing that I did take all those meds, though it did not exactly ease the pain on my back but I think it help to subside my fever because I woke up drenched in my own perspiration and I feel a whole lot better. God knows how heat I was emitting.
xoxo ♥
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my hands
August 5, 2010 @ 1:13 AM
I can never stress enough how important trust is to any relationship. Trust is that bridge that links us together, that bridge that makes us easy to meet halfway. It is not easy to gain a person's trust in the first place so it's crucial for us to know where our boundaries are. Once broken, there is a high chance of not getting it back, ever. It doesn't matter how long you can know someone, the foundations of trust will stay as it is. It takes years to gain one's trust and only seconds to break it. Funny how these things works.
While things may have taken a smoother road, I can't help but to admit that, that trust I once had of you is barely there. It's not easy building that bridge that you burnt again from scratch, it's not easy questioning your every move or anything you say because for a moment when that bridge fell, everything else fell too. And because everything else too will sound and seem like a lie. I'm glad that we are moving on and that we are slowly creating new memories and building new boundaries but a part of me wanted things the way it was before. When things was a little simpler to grasp and believe.
xoxo ♥
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sixty-six
August 3, 2010 @ 12:20 AM
We may laugh, we may joke around, we may even bicker but never have I thought that we would have come this far. Whatever happens behind the curtains will remain behind. Whatever cracks we may have caused or open over and over again, stay behind our own hearts. People can say what they want. They can judge us and say what is right and what is wrong. They can say whatever they want but they don't have the one thing that I have. They don't know what it's like to be in our shoes. They don't see what I see in you. I will stand by my decision. Whether I am right or wrong, I'm the one who holds the key. Whatever happens, we'll get through it, just like I said.
Forever & Always ♥
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mirror image
August 2, 2010 @ 11:30 PM
I do not expect anyone to understand my situation even though I know they are sorry and neither do I expect anyone to understand the decision I made. I decided to follow what my heart tells me and even if it is a mistake, it will the mistake that I, hopefully will never regret. Because if there is one thing I learnt, in life it's better to make a million mistakes because that is the only way for us to be sure and learn form our lessons. I know some people might find me foolish but what do they know unless its just on the surface. As for now, I'm taking it slowly. Time will tell if i made the right decision.
xoxo ♥
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August 1, 2010 @ 3:18 AM
“No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater. The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.”
-This Lullaby By Sarah Dessen
xoxo
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