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April 28, 2009 @ 7:14 PM
Banana-rama.
L.O.V.E
Group photo

Pikachu

Kangaroo

Humai, Myself, Diana & Doraemon


Ain & 'her' Zac Efron. haha.

Ellisya(myself), Ain, Maisarah and Jia Wei

We're suppose to report to school at 8am today instead of 12pm because there's a talk with the principal at ITE Macpherson and we have to be there. As usual,we were never early nor on time. *laughs. Took attendance, board the bus and off to Macpherson. Half way through the talk I slept and I was in the second row some more, you can imagine how many people at the back might have doze off. Class in the afternoon were cancelled, for our class that is. Ayn had to return back to Bishan for lessons. Poor Ayn.

Therefore, some of us went to City Plaza to have lunch at Arnold's. Overall it was okay. I had a great time, the food was great and the company was awesome. Went mindlessly and aimlessly walking in TKC waiting for the rain to stop or at least drizzle. Some left half way due to certain commitments while the rest headed to Bugis and, well just....

Went to Iluma, the newly opened shopping mall at Bugis. Walk around, took some crazy pictures as you can see above then its time to go home. I was tired. Bf came over to my place cause I miss him and I'm missing him again.
And now, I want to go and finish up my assignments. Bye.

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April 25, 2009 @ 7:27 PM
I am happy with where my life is at right now,
but why do I still cry myself to sleep every night?
Someone answer me please.
"Maybe its the way I take things I read way too deep" - Daphne Khoo

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In Another Life
April 24, 2009 @ 9:42 PM
Feeling so alone but at the same time its as if I'm standing in a crowded room. Everywhere I turn, someone is there, physically but emotionally they were never on par. Walking the extra mile may be worth the while but the walk itself is a difficult process. You'll see me cry, you'll wipe my tears, but you can never see how hard I tear.

Being so afraid, might have cost me my happiness. I watched you walk away because of my mistakes and I watch you come back for love. I'm hard to handle, I know. I can never suppress what I'm feeling and I can never put my finger on the things that bothers me. I can be so disoriented, I can be a bitch. I can never fathom that I might be losing myself. Find me, please, before I, myself walk away.

Tell me Baby, tell me friends, tell me God, am I strong enough to make through everyday without having having to feel so inferior?

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April 23, 2009 @ 8:49 PM
Am so effing tired. Only two weeks of school and I am exhausted, I mean the long train rides and the scorching hot weather draining every bit of my energy. So far the modules are alright and new friends are awesome. That's prolly the only best part of school.

Today was a long day. Long hours of classes wasn't a ray of sunshine, not that there isn't enough lately. I'm beat, my body is aching and everything seems to be all over the place. Tomorrow just feels like a waste of time but what to do, its my commitment.

I gotta be strong and not succumb to all those negativity, I promised ♥Bf that I'd work hard and I'm gonna do just that for the next two years no matter how it goes.

I want to rest now. Bye.

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April 22, 2009 @ 7:37 PM

Happy Birthday to my dearest Suhaiza! May God bless you and all the best in everything you do. I know there's a 99.99999% that you'll never read this but there is also a 0.00001% that you will and if a miracle happens and that you are, just know that I'm always here for you no matter what. I hope you're doing fine. I felt that I've lost you but if this makes you happy, I'm happy for you. I miss you and I love you always.
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Scarce
April 19, 2009 @ 10:07 PM
There's a fine difference between acceptance and tolerance.
Read between the lines.
♥ At times, things get hard and the only thing we could so is just, breathe in the mild air and hope for a better tomorrow. God bless.
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purple
April 17, 2009 @ 6:37 PM
You may never know when and how that people you love will depart from this world. That's why every moment with them is a blessing. We tend to take things for granted and only start to treasure them only when its lost.

I never really knew what I'd do if someone I love and care about would leave me, forever, just like that without having our last goodbyes. Especially if I lose Baby. I don't know what I'd do without him, but I wouldn't want me to die first either (touchwood) cause I wouldn't want him to go through to the pain and the grief of losing. Cause that would hurt even more.

Therefore we should live our lives to the fullest but with limits and logically.
Here are some things that I'd want to do/have before I die:
  • Meet Lauren Conrad
  • Get married
  • Have three children
  • Ride in a helicopter
  • Meet Frank Anthony Iero
  • Have an autographed Manolo Blahniks
  • San Francisco with Baby

There's more and if I were to list it all, it would prolly take all night. *laughs.

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