July 30, 2009 @ 9:38 PM
I'm living in a world where it's all about you & me.
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free.
To spread my wings & fly away, away with you.
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TRY
July 29, 2009 @ 10:09 PM
A week. Within that time span, I have to juggle school, family, friends, work and my time with Baby. First of all, to make it clear, I'm not complaining.
School, its inevitable. I need it, for my own good. School revolves around me 95% of the time, then I have to juggle my time spent with my friends given the fact that most of them are also truly busy with their own commitments and the time with Baby in which is very important to me because of the time constraint we have, like meeting for a few minutes on Wednesday nights before we can fully enjoy being together if met on Saturdays. I'm grateful though, because amidst everything he manages to find time for us.
Strangely enough, I'm quite surprise that I could hold on this far given the fact that I suck at time management. I'm surprised that my studies are not affected by work and work are not affected by my personal life, well not so much I guess. Don't get me wrong, like everyone else, I'm still trying to figure out the things in life. Busy and hectic is usually used to describe my day but at the end of it all I know it will be worth the while.
Like I said, sometimes busy is good, busy keeps me sane. Plus it tires me so much so that I'd go to bed early and fall asleep easily rather than having to deal with the minor insomnia.
p/s: i know 11pm is not early but at least its better than having me fall asleep at 1 or 2 in the morning.
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a wedding affair
July 28, 2009 @ 7:32 PM
1.How old are you?
* eighteen.
2.Are you single?
* no.
3.At what age do you think you'll get married?
* twenty-five.
4.Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
* yes yes yes yes!
5.If not, who do you want to marry?
* no one else.
6.Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
* my best-est cousin and Nowreen Khan.
7.Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
* traditional with my own kind of touch.
8.What will your preferred wedding theme be?
* wonderland.
9.Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
* just somewhere romantic.
10.How many guests do you think you'll invite?
* all of my family and friends.
11.Will that include your exes?
* perhaps but maybe not.
12.How many layers of cake do you want?
* three to five.
13.When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
* after noon.
14.Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding?
* Baby it's fact acoustic version.
15.Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon, fork and knife?
* just normal would be fine.
16.Champagne or red wine?
* no alcohol please.
17.Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
* One day after the wedding.
18.Money or household items?
* a little bit of both.
19.How many kids would you like to have?
* three would be just nice.
20.Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
* YES!
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shoelaces
July 27, 2009 @ 9:33 PM
Lessons in school was super dry today but ironically there was gazillions of laughter today. Like the ever so brightly colored butterflies in my tummy decided to fly free.
Sidetracking to the train ride to school this morning. By now most of you know that I'm really disliking train rides in the morning, firstly because I think the people boarding are still half-dead and not that mine isn't but at least I know my brain juices has start flowing. Seriously, respect my personal space. I know there is a 98.2% chances that it would happen but just don't touch me or shove me or whatnot. I know I'm small but I don't need that, esp not in the early morning. By personal space I also mean that if I don't fucking know you, do not read my text messages. I can know, you know.
Here's examples that should not be followed. Do not try keeping glances at my phone when I'm sending a text just because you are tall you motherchucker. And do not, not ever read the newspaper standing near me and letting the paper constantly hit my head. I swear I can make you get out of the train with your pants wet.
Stupid train rides.
Anywho, I met Fafa at Lot 1 after school today. Accompanied her to buy some stuffs then we head to the rooftop garden and talk and took pictures with the webcam. I had a good time hanging out with her again. We should do it again sometimes Afa. FONDUE TIME!!!
I need to meet the rest of the girls soon too. Am missing them like crazy esp Nurdinah Farhanah. :D
p/s: its true that blogger has been an ass and many have moved to Onsugar, tumblr or Lj. So should I? Idk, i'll just wait and see I guess.
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a bed of yellow roses
July 26, 2009 @ 12:52 PM
Cleared out my room yesterday. And I mean CLEAR OUT. Baby came over to help dismantle my old bed. Well, Baby and my brother dismantled the bed. Now my room is rather empty and all that is left is the wardrobe which will be taken out by the delivery people, the iron board and the study table.The room needs to be repainted too.
After all is done, I clean the room while Baby head home. We met again later in the evening for dinner. Had Fish & Co. at IMM. Great dinner.After dinner we headed to my place and chilled.
Me: Beh, if I die tmr, would you be able to love another?
Him: Perhaps, five years later, after I've moved on.
Me: But there's no other like me right?
Him: No.
Aww, so sweet.
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over-rated
July 23, 2009 @ 8:14 PM
Shagged, seems to be the right word for today. School has been just fine so far. Five months felt like its already half the semester. I'm glad I've found friends that seemed like I've known them for years. Baby has been supportive too even though he knows its not much. I really hope to do well in school, I mean I already had a great start. We'll see how the rest of the months go.
On another note, I had to do a speech today about "If I only have 24 hours to live". I think I did pretty well. There are many things I would like to achieve in life but if its my time to go, I don't want to go with regrets. I have love my life as it is and choosing to be a happy person helps. I've taken too many things for granted and there is also no point to dwell on the past.
I miss Baby, he's having night class now so I think I won't here from him till late. Hope to meet him this Saturday. Oh and I'll be bed-less on Friday night, Mom sold my old bed and I have to crash on the floor till the new furniture for my room arrives next week.
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9:21 AM
I am bored but at the same time I'm a nervous nellie.
CMB speech later on and I'm the first speaker.
Yikes! I think the need the toilet.
p/s: finally. blogger has been like a b*tch lately.
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