We accept the love we think we deserve.
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Chowder
September 29, 2009 @ 1:49 PM


funny shit. i love chowder. haha


I am boring I know, don't have to tell me.
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remembering sunday
September 27, 2009 @ 2:55 PM
Breathe you out, breathe you in.





In a desperate attempt save something we treasure, we tend to go in search for a memory that define our relationship. With an instant we go back to the days when we first started out. Remembering the epic memory that holds our picture in our hand. Reminding us the reason why we fell in love in the first place, like the way you smile, the way you taste, the way your tender skin brushed against mine or the way we say i love you. Then we realized how far we've come and how far we've changed and all those sweet memories fly away like pixie dust. We ask ourselves, where is that person I first fell in love with? Holding on to a memory just isn't enough sometimes. Its hard to wake up in the morning much less go to bed at night thinking that the relationship we built will come to an end any time soon, just because we realize we've changed. Why don't we take the person we've become and start anew, start a new memory. I'm not asking for us to replace the first ever memory, I'm just saying that we should make the best of what we've got now or should I say what we've become. Its hard seeing the person we love walk away when our heart is still hoping that things might get better, though we know that things are never going to be the same again. The things we do for love and for the ones we love. Or so they say it, its better to have love and lost than to never have love at all.
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September 26, 2009 @ 3:57 PM

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two is better than one.
September 25, 2009 @ 10:21 PM
I can't live without you.


" If anyone asks, I'll tell them we just grew apart. Yeah, what do I care if they believe me or not. When all people stare, I'll pretend that I don't here them talk. Whenever I see you, I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue. Pretend I'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong. Is it over yet? Can I open my eyes? Is this as hard as it gets? Is this what it really feels like to really cry? "
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September 24, 2009 @ 4:16 PM
" I'm talking in circles. I'm lying, they know it. Why won't this just all go away? "
- Kelly Clarkson.              
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my disguise
September 23, 2009 @ 3:18 PM
A lie I wished that was true.





I guess I know now why I still can't stop hoping even though I've told myself countless times that I should. Its because I still love you the same way the first time I fell in love with you, if not even more. You're on my mind every single time. There are certain things I just can't let go but instead of hating the fact that it would never happen, I chose to hope that someday it would, even if it hurts.


Fantasizing that someday while walking along that narrow path, you'd hold my hand to compensate for the awkward silence. Somewhere along that narrow path, I'll let your fingers brush against my tender skin, with closed eyes you lean in closer for a kiss. You held me by the waist and embrace me with the warmth of your hug. Not failing to whisper in my ear those three magnificent words.


Now things have gone too far for me to even see let alone us to try and stop it. Even when you're near I feel like we are worlds apart. Just as the the single teardrop slip through my lids, I fell asleep to dream of you. It's time I learn to let go a few things.
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quote me
September 16, 2009 @ 3:51 PM
Barbie-d Doll.


Okay, time for a proper post. The past few days was spent mostly with my cousin and boyfriend. At the same time finding stuff for the coming raya. Apparently, I';m not that excited like I was few years back. My room is still a mess, well kinda. The house is partially done and Ma doesn't want to bring the cookies back because she's afraid we might be the ones finishing it instead. hehe.

Saturday
Break-fast with the whole extended family at Aunt's place. I slept over,unexpectedly because we were watching Bruno online. Funny movie. However, its disgusting as its hilarious.

Sunday
Went home in the morning, went online, yada-yada. Then I got ready to meet my aunt and Kak Desi at town in search for my Kak Sha's present. Walked around ION Orchard for god knows how many times. Then we met the rest and head off to MadJack @ POMO to have the surprise birthday dinner of Nasir & Kak Sha. After dinner, took some pictures and then we head home. I slept over at Aunt's again. (i had her to adopt me.hehe)

Monday
Chilled at home and met Baby at night. Boring Monday. Bleagh.

Tuesday.
Head down to Wisma with Kak Desi in search for our raya shoes. But we ended looking at things that was not what we were looking for. Off to CityLink Mall to Charles & Keith. Shoe heaven! Finally, I found my perfect shoe and Kak Desi too and I dig her shoe so much!
Well, that's about it folks. Bye.
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