the best
November 29, 2009 @ 7:27 PM
- Listened to Katy Perry - Thinking of you.
- Felt the gushed of cold wind.
- You came in my mind.
- Lay down and let the very first tear fall from my left.
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wishful thinker
1:02 PM
Sometimes I wish, they would see it through my eyes.
They all see this little girl who laughs at even the littlest things but they dion't see how hard I fall, how hard I break. I took everything, as much as I could in my stride. Little did I know it will break me now. So lost I am.
xoxo
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empty promises
November 28, 2009 @ 3:41 PM
When a line is drawn, it signifies boundaries. At times I wish I could just disappear, run away from it all. Most of the times I put on a front showing people that I don't really care about my surroundings, perhaps that way it is easy to move on with the day without worrying about the whole truth. Then reality sets in, I cared too much. That was the brutal truth.
At times, I'm done trying simply because my efforts are never appreciated. All the times I tried to at least be there for anyone, it will always come and bite me back in the rear. Even after all that, I get blamed for everything. Where was everyone when I was in need? Everyone suddenly and silently went away without a word. Even the most important people in my life are starting to slowly pull away, trying hard enough not to hurt me; but what they do not know is - they are already did. Nobody knows how its killing me inside.
I won't say that no one understands me, because I'm sure at least someone does. Words are easy to say but turning it into actions are always a struggle. I'm struggling now. Promise is a big word, my promises are empty now. I'm slowly losing grip. I'm not making sense anymore. & they say keeping mum in a moment of anger, saves a thousand days of sorrow.
xoxo
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jack was nimble
November 26, 2009 @ 9:02 PM
School was quite redundant today, Well, in my opinion.Two more weeks and it is the holidays. One class assessment down and few more to go before I officially start my holidays. Then I am going to waste myself away with the all the party people, my party people.As we all know it, before we enjoy the rainbow we need to bear with heavy rain, fight against the rain that might or even will bring us down. Things have been rough lately for some people but that way we know what really goes on. We find out things that we never thought would be true and things that we wished we would never have to know. But hell, the truth isn't always the nicest things and it isn't always what we want to hear.
I'm gonna have a busy week coming ahead, so my dear readers please be patient with me okay?
xoxo.
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jack
November 23, 2009 @ 8:17 PM
Have you heard, there's this thing that heals and it's called time.
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
-Pixie Lott
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quest 2009
November 21, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
Quest was finally here! Jen and I have been so excited about it since we signed for it like a month ago. I'm not sure about the boys though. So, Baby and I met with Jen and her bf at Cityhall before walking off to Fort Canning for registration. Flagged off at 10am, believe it or not we were already so energetic early in the morning on a Saturday!It was a fun experience despite the fact that we were under the treacherous scorching hot fireball. aka the sun. Laughing at the silliest thing throughout it all. I think I can safely say; we all agree that this is not about winning at all. It was about the experience and just for the fun of it. I know I had a ball of time. Jumping around and singing out loud just so that we will not get overwhelmed by how tired we are.
Once we reached the end point, grabbed our goodie bags and eagerly went to the Milo Dispensing vehicle, all four of us. We were 95 per cent parched. I lost count on how many times we refilled that tiny Milo cup. After it all, when all the prize was given away, the performances was done, we head off to have our lunchner(lunch & dinner) at KFC before heading home.
I had a great time today. I really needed the fun after quite a rough week and it was worth the while. I could not have asked for a better team. Jen, Hareweed, Baby and of course, myself.
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xoxo
November 20, 2009 @ 6:31 PM
p/s: J, I hope you stay strong.
you know we love you.
xoxo,WG
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