Chowder
September 29, 2009 @ 1:49 PM
funny shit. i love chowder. haha
I am boring I know, don't have to tell me.
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remembering sunday
September 27, 2009 @ 2:55 PM
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two is better than one.
September 25, 2009 @ 10:21 PM
" If anyone asks, I'll tell them we just grew apart. Yeah, what do I care if they believe me or not. When all people stare, I'll pretend that I don't here them talk. Whenever I see you, I'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue. Pretend I'm okay with it all, act like there's nothing wrong. Is it over yet? Can I open my eyes? Is this as hard as it gets? Is this what it really feels like to really cry? "
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September 24, 2009 @ 4:16 PM
" I'm talking in circles. I'm lying, they know it. Why won't this just all go away? "
- Kelly Clarkson.
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my disguise
September 23, 2009 @ 3:18 PM
I guess I know now why I still can't stop hoping even though I've told myself countless times that I should. Its because I still love you the same way the first time I fell in love with you, if not even more. You're on my mind every single time. There are certain things I just can't let go but instead of hating the fact that it would never happen, I chose to hope that someday it would, even if it hurts.
Fantasizing that someday while walking along that narrow path, you'd hold my hand to compensate for the awkward silence. Somewhere along that narrow path, I'll let your fingers brush against my tender skin, with closed eyes you lean in closer for a kiss. You held me by the waist and embrace me with the warmth of your hug. Not failing to whisper in my ear those three magnificent words.
Now things have gone too far for me to even see let alone us to try and stop it. Even when you're near I feel like we are worlds apart. Just as the the single teardrop slip through my lids, I fell asleep to dream of you. It's time I learn to let go a few things.
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quote me
September 16, 2009 @ 3:51 PM
Okay, time for a proper post. The past few days was spent mostly with my cousin and boyfriend. At the same time finding stuff for the coming raya. Apparently, I';m not that excited like I was few years back. My room is still a mess, well kinda. The house is partially done and Ma doesn't want to bring the cookies back because she's afraid we might be the ones finishing it instead. hehe.
Saturday
Break-fast with the whole extended family at Aunt's place. I slept over,unexpectedly because we were watching Bruno online. Funny movie. However, its disgusting as its hilarious.Sunday
Went home in the morning, went online, yada-yada. Then I got ready to meet my aunt and Kak Desi at town in search for my Kak Sha's present. Walked around ION Orchard for god knows how many times. Then we met the rest and head off to MadJack @ POMO to have the surprise birthday dinner of Nasir & Kak Sha. After dinner, took some pictures and then we head home. I slept over at Aunt's again. (i had her to adopt me.hehe)Monday
Chilled at home and met Baby at night. Boring Monday. Bleagh.Tuesday.
Head down to Wisma with Kak Desi in search for our raya shoes. But we ended looking at things that was not what we were looking for. Off to CityLink Mall to Charles & Keith. Shoe heaven! Finally, I found my perfect shoe and Kak Desi too and I dig her shoe so much!Well, that's about it folks. Bye.
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September 15, 2009 @ 9:02 PM
" I think love has no real definition But when it does, it is weirdly defined. "
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twisted minds
September 14, 2009 @ 11:45 PM
I'm a warrior princess.
Sometimes I wish you would know but sometimes,
I wish we won't have to care.
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somebody different
September 12, 2009 @ 3:46 PM
I feel you should know this. Remember the time when you said, that we should share our feelings rather than let turn into something that we don't want to face. So here it goes. I know the reason you hardly tell me you love me is because you're afraid you might hurt me one day and we're afraid that too much of it will mean nothing eventually. Even though deep down, I know you love me so, but baby sometimes a girl needs her reassurance.
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silhouette
September 10, 2009 @ 6:18 PM
Too tired to do much of anything. I just want to sit down and talk or better still let you read my mind. Let's count up the reasons to cry. Nobody wins.
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summer love
September 9, 2009 @ 1:55 PM
Change is inevitable, everybody change. As much as we want to hold on to something, it will always find a way to slip away. Friends come up to me asking for advice, I won't hesitate to help. But it doesn't mean that I know all the rules given that I've been these far. I'm still trying to figure the ropes out, untangle all the webs. Just like you guys I'd have to go through the ordeal too before enjoying the rainbow at the end of the tunnel or whatever you call it. Ain said, that I've been through worst weather and that I'll soon see the sunshine. Well, I hope so too.
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inter-twined
September 8, 2009 @ 10:02 PM
On the bright side, I am done with all the examinations and course work for now. Bze paper was not that much of a killer like I expected it to be. Surprisingly, I managed to attempt the questions without literally cracking my head. Pac paper was not so much of a breeze either though I must say I prefer it more than Bze because I managed to do it well. Results will be out in a month's time and I don't want to see an 'F'.
To conclude, my holidays are here. I can sleep all I want, stay out late all I want without having to worry without school. To officially start my holidays, I'm going to watch The Mentalist. Simon Baker is sooooo cute.
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September 7, 2009 @ 9:04 PM
" Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to who its worth."
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screw you
September 4, 2009 @ 10:00 PM
I didn't attend school today. Why? Because my modules today, I am done with. First semester is coming to an end. So freaking excited about it. I'll be left to mug for Bze paper happening this coming Monday and Pac the day after.
Baby woke me up saying he's at the clinic taking medical leave and he is not fasting. With eyes barely open, I replied to his text messages. But I fell back to sleep soon after. Haha. Tk bleh harap! I woke up like half an hour later and head for the showers. By the way, I think someone up there decided to play with the weather remote. One minute is raining, the next it was scorching hot, burning hot I tell you. Might-as-well-crack-an-egg-and-fry-it-on-the-pavement hot.
You didn't need to scream at my face, asshole. Did you use your brain at all when you decided to say that to me? I doubt so. Stupid question some more, how the hell am I suppose to inform you guys when I don't have my phone with me. Leave the bikes there and call you. If I do so, its gonna end in the same way as well right? Damn you. This is my first time with you and yet you qualify yourself to enter in my black book. Well done! Do you know that you face irks me? Come to think of it, wouldn't it be awesome if you were to get fine there, serves you right. Thanks for ruining my day, motherchucker.
Labels: miffed.
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footprint
September 2, 2009 @ 9:30 PM
Walking to school under the scorching fireball and fasting is like a math equation gone wrong. It doesn't adds up. School was quite redundant today. Only two lessons. Finally cmb role play is done. No more cmb for now that is. I'm left to submit my ofa file then I don't need to drag my ass down to school on Friday. Come next Monday, it will be my final bze paper and Tuesday will be my pac paper.
When all is done, all I'm obligated to do is to enjoy the holidays. whoohoo! Plus I need money. Need to buy shoes for Raya! That means shoe shopping. I can hear Bby aka my shopping buddy sighing now. haha.
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