jack was nimble
November 26, 2009 @ 9:02 PM
School was quite redundant today, Well, in my opinion.Two more weeks and it is the holidays. One class assessment down and few more to go before I officially start my holidays. Then I am going to waste myself away with the all the party people, my party people.

As we all know it, before we enjoy the rainbow we need to bear with heavy rain, fight against the rain that might or even will bring us down. Things have been rough lately for some people but that way we know what really goes on. We find out things that we never thought would be true and things that we wished we would never have to know. But hell, the truth isn't always the nicest things and it isn't always what we want to hear.

I'm gonna have a busy week coming ahead, so my dear readers please be patient with me okay?

xoxo.

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jack
November 23, 2009 @ 8:17 PM

Have you heard, there's this thing that heals and it's called time.
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.

-Pixie Lott
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quest 2009
November 21, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
Quest was finally here! Jen and I have been so excited about it since we signed for it like a month ago. I'm not sure about the boys though. So, Baby and I met with Jen and her bf at Cityhall before walking off to Fort Canning for registration. Flagged off at 10am, believe it or not we were already so energetic early in the morning on a Saturday!

It was a fun experience despite the fact that we were under the treacherous scorching hot fireball. aka the sun. Laughing at the silliest thing throughout it all. I think I can safely say; we all agree that this is not about winning at all. It was about the experience and just for the fun of it. I know I had a ball of time. Jumping around and singing out loud just so that we will not get overwhelmed by how tired we are.

Once we reached the end point, grabbed our goodie bags and eagerly went to the Milo Dispensing vehicle, all four of us. We were 95 per cent parched. I lost count on how many times we refilled that tiny Milo cup. After it all, when all the prize was given away, the performances was done, we head off to have our lunchner(lunch & dinner) at KFC before heading home.

I had a great time today. I really needed the fun after quite a rough week and it was worth the while. I could not have asked for a better team. Jen, Hareweed, Baby and of course, myself.


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xoxo
November 20, 2009 @ 6:31 PM
If I were to wear a heart rate monitor today, I'm sure it will be beeping every other minute. My heart beats has been fluctuating. One minute I'm calm in another it goes beating fast and I get anxious. I don't even know how I could be so calm today, how easily I fake my day through. It is kinda worrying that all I felt was anxiety. I'm calm, way too calm. Something is wrong. There was a few time when I nearly broke down but I somehow manage to recollect myself, breathe in hard and pretend everything is alright. I need to cry, to make sure that everything is real and will be fine. I need to make sure I'll be fine.

p/s: J, I hope you stay strong.
you know we love you.
xoxo,WG
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once a fairytale
November 19, 2009 @ 8:39 PM
Three words, eight letters, a million definitions.

We are no ordinary couple or at least I'd like to believe that. We express our love differently. We had our ways. We have had our fair share of fights but we do have a wonderful memory to fall back on. Now that memory is thinning away.

No doubt that we have been arguing a lot lately even over little things, but all that has to come from somewhere. We've been through so much, I thought I would be stronger every time but I thought wrong. I'm not strong, I never was. It does not hurt any less when we fight but I have to admit it gets sweeter every time we made up. Things have changed between us. Most of the times, we no longer talk with our hearts. We search deep enough through each others eyes but sometimes only to find gray.

Are our arguments a way to tell us and each other that we still care, that there is still love? Or are they a sign of another? Time and time again we look for ways to remind ourselves why we fell in love in the first place. I need time to make things right again. I started this and I need to find a way to resolve this for I know that miracles are a whole bull of crapt.

I want you to know that I love you still even though I don't know if we could surpass this.
We are just too afraid to ask one another how we really feel or at least I am simply because I or we are afraid of what the answers are. So, we go on with where we left off, we kiss and make up leaving a trail of a million questions behind.
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cry me out
8:22 PM

& he says love is not blind.
Love makes us blind.
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gravity
November 18, 2009 @ 7:16 PM
I'm sure everyone knows what it feels like to have something going on so well then a minute later, something else slap us hard in the face. Leaving us clueless for a minute or so, finding air to breathe in right again and slowly let our heartbeat rate goes back to normal. Then we slowly try to piece back the pieces, trying hard to look or find the bigger picture. While we keep asking what went wrong, we tend to forget about resolving. We get all worked up trying to gather all the right words to say even though most of them are already at the tip of our tongue. We ask and ask and ask yet we hardly get the answer we're looking for, it's like searching for a needle in a hay stack. It's normal to see things from only our view most of the time, everyone is a narcissist somewhere deep inside. We need that nudge as a wake up call to see things in a different light. Usually from someone other than ourselves. That is what the slap is for, hypothetically or literally.

All the little things we argue about. Unless we resolve it, it will always lead up to something bigger. I guess we are too afraid to face the truth, snooping around to find proof just to know if we care. All those times, all the things that should have been said and done, years back are finally catching up to us. We had our chance and we blew it. Now it's haunting us and we can't run away from it. Sooner or later, we have to face it. There are so many things left unspoken between us, sometimes it's already too late.
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