jack was nimble
November 26, 2009 @ 9:02 PM
As we all know it, before we enjoy the rainbow we need to bear with heavy rain, fight against the rain that might or even will bring us down. Things have been rough lately for some people but that way we know what really goes on. We find out things that we never thought would be true and things that we wished we would never have to know. But hell, the truth isn't always the nicest things and it isn't always what we want to hear.
I'm gonna have a busy week coming ahead, so my dear readers please be patient with me okay?
xoxo.
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jack
November 23, 2009 @ 8:17 PM

Have you heard, there's this thing that heals and it's called time.
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
-Pixie Lott
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quest 2009
November 21, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
It was a fun experience despite the fact that we were under the treacherous scorching hot fireball. aka the sun. Laughing at the silliest thing throughout it all. I think I can safely say; we all agree that this is not about winning at all. It was about the experience and just for the fun of it. I know I had a ball of time. Jumping around and singing out loud just so that we will not get overwhelmed by how tired we are.
Once we reached the end point, grabbed our goodie bags and eagerly went to the Milo Dispensing vehicle, all four of us. We were 95 per cent parched. I lost count on how many times we refilled that tiny Milo cup. After it all, when all the prize was given away, the performances was done, we head off to have our lunchner(lunch & dinner) at KFC before heading home.
I had a great time today. I really needed the fun after quite a rough week and it was worth the while. I could not have asked for a better team. Jen, Hareweed, Baby and of course, myself.

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xoxo
November 20, 2009 @ 6:31 PM
p/s: J, I hope you stay strong.
you know we love you.
xoxo,WG
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once a fairytale
November 19, 2009 @ 8:39 PM
Three words, eight letters, a million definitions.
We are no ordinary couple or at least I'd like to believe that. We express our love differently. We had our ways. We have had our fair share of fights but we do have a wonderful memory to fall back on. Now that memory is thinning away.
No doubt that we have been arguing a lot lately even over little things, but all that has to come from somewhere. We've been through so much, I thought I would be stronger every time but I thought wrong. I'm not strong, I never was. It does not hurt any less when we fight but I have to admit it gets sweeter every time we made up. Things have changed between us. Most of the times, we no longer talk with our hearts. We search deep enough through each others eyes but sometimes only to find gray.
Are our arguments a way to tell us and each other that we still care, that there is still love? Or are they a sign of another? Time and time again we look for ways to remind ourselves why we fell in love in the first place. I need time to make things right again. I started this and I need to find a way to resolve this for I know that miracles are a whole bull of crapt.
I want you to know that I love you still even though I don't know if we could surpass this. We are just too afraid to ask one another how we really feel or at least I am simply because I or we are afraid of what the answers are. So, we go on with where we left off, we kiss and make up leaving a trail of a million questions behind.
No doubt that we have been arguing a lot lately even over little things, but all that has to come from somewhere. We've been through so much, I thought I would be stronger every time but I thought wrong. I'm not strong, I never was. It does not hurt any less when we fight but I have to admit it gets sweeter every time we made up. Things have changed between us. Most of the times, we no longer talk with our hearts. We search deep enough through each others eyes but sometimes only to find gray.
Are our arguments a way to tell us and each other that we still care, that there is still love? Or are they a sign of another? Time and time again we look for ways to remind ourselves why we fell in love in the first place. I need time to make things right again. I started this and I need to find a way to resolve this for I know that miracles are a whole bull of crapt.
I want you to know that I love you still even though I don't know if we could surpass this. We are just too afraid to ask one another how we really feel or at least I am simply because I or we are afraid of what the answers are. So, we go on with where we left off, we kiss and make up leaving a trail of a million questions behind.
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gravity
November 18, 2009 @ 7:16 PM
I'm sure everyone knows what it feels like to have something going on so well then a minute later, something else slap us hard in the face. Leaving us clueless for a minute or so, finding air to breathe in right again and slowly let our heartbeat rate goes back to normal. Then we slowly try to piece back the pieces, trying hard to look or find the bigger picture. While we keep asking what went wrong, we tend to forget about resolving. We get all worked up trying to gather all the right words to say even though most of them are already at the tip of our tongue. We ask and ask and ask yet we hardly get the answer we're looking for, it's like searching for a needle in a hay stack. It's normal to see things from only our view most of the time, everyone is a narcissist somewhere deep inside. We need that nudge as a wake up call to see things in a different light. Usually from someone other than ourselves. That is what the slap is for, hypothetically or literally.
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