broken strings
February 27, 2009 @ 10:23 PM
BROKEN STRINGS.
1.Put your iTunes on shuffle,
2.For each question,press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THE TITLE DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!
What best describe your personality?
`in over my head – The Fray
What is your life’s purpose?
`lights out – Danity Kane
What is your motto?
`words don’t seem to matter – Secondhand Serenade
What do your friends think of you?
`Thinking of you – Katy Perry
What do your parents think of you?
`unbeautiful – Leslie Roy
What do you think about often?
`fall for you – Secondhand Serenade
What is 2+2?
`bye bye – Mariah Carey
What is your hobby/interest?
`take you there – Donnie Klang
What’s the worst thing that could happen?
`hold me down – Danity Kane
If someone says “Is This Okay”,you say?
`decode – Paramore
What does your love life look like?
`skyway avenue – McFly
What do you say when life gets hard?
`lie about us – Avant ft Nicole Scherzinger
What song will you dance to at your wedding?
`once when i was little – James Morrison
What do you think of your best friend?
`fade into the background – Ne-Yo
What is your life story?
`just hold me – Maria Mena
What scares you the most?
`fly on the wall – Miley Cyrus
What do you think of the one you love?
`paper – Daphne Khoo
If you could go back in time,what would you change?
`rough landing,holly – Yellowcard
What is the things you like doing the most?
`poetry – Danity Kane
The song that will be played at your funeral?
`you make it real – James Morrison
The song that you'll put at the title?
`broken strings – James Morrison ft Nelly Furtado
1.Put your iTunes on shuffle,
2.For each question,press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THE TITLE DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!
What best describe your personality?
`in over my head – The Fray
What is your life’s purpose?
`lights out – Danity Kane
What is your motto?
`words don’t seem to matter – Secondhand Serenade
What do your friends think of you?
`Thinking of you – Katy Perry
What do your parents think of you?
`unbeautiful – Leslie Roy
What do you think about often?
`fall for you – Secondhand Serenade
What is 2+2?
`bye bye – Mariah Carey
What is your hobby/interest?
`take you there – Donnie Klang
What’s the worst thing that could happen?
`hold me down – Danity Kane
If someone says “Is This Okay”,you say?
`decode – Paramore
What does your love life look like?
`skyway avenue – McFly
What do you say when life gets hard?
`lie about us – Avant ft Nicole Scherzinger
What song will you dance to at your wedding?
`once when i was little – James Morrison
What do you think of your best friend?
`fade into the background – Ne-Yo
What is your life story?
`just hold me – Maria Mena
What scares you the most?
`fly on the wall – Miley Cyrus
What do you think of the one you love?
`paper – Daphne Khoo
If you could go back in time,what would you change?
`rough landing,holly – Yellowcard
What is the things you like doing the most?
`poetry – Danity Kane
The song that will be played at your funeral?
`you make it real – James Morrison
The song that you'll put at the title?
`broken strings – James Morrison ft Nelly Furtado
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February 25, 2009 @ 3:47 PM
Craving for Chocolate Cream Pie.
Will be baking cupcakes tomorrow!
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February 24, 2009 @ 4:36 PM
Was browsing through the pics file. Found some pictures. Funny,classic,cute. Don't judge,just enjoy.
Adios. :)0 comments: leave a comment
February 23, 2009 @ 8:02 PM
Grudges. Come to think of it,it is never worth the time and energy. What's the point when we never gain anything from it. If you tell me it gives you great pleasure,you're just plain retarded 'cause its bull.
I mean why waste our energy holding a grudge and worrrying every minute about the other person. It doesn't do us any good,it will just make us freaking unhappy and we will be the one hurting. Right?
Why waste time assuring ourselves how much we hate that particular person or how angry we are at them when we can be the bigger person. Why need we stoop so low? Come on people,make the world a better place.
Labels: Salvation
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February 22, 2009 @ 10:51 PM
My friends keep telling me that I look just fine but I know they are just being good friends.
Seriously,look at my menu today:
- KFC for "breakfast"
- Pastamania for lunch
- LJS chocolate cream pie for dessert
- Mee Siam for late dinner.
Jeez,I need to hit the pause button on my eating remote and i will prove to Baby that I can lose this pooch and also, the TV ad about what diabetes do to you scare the bejeezus out of me.
Labels: Diet or Indulgence?
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February 21, 2009 @ 9:44 PM
Finally,I met Baby today. I missed him so,even though i talked to him everyday,every night. I was glad to finally spend some time with him today. Initially,we didn't have any specific plan,so i guess nature decided to help us. (it did not work) haha. It rained when we met,but that didn't dampen our mood to spend time together.
First we head down to this place, I'm not exactly sure where to get something for his bike then to another stop to fix his bike. And being the muncher than I am,was feeling very hungry and bored. So after that we headed to town,walked down to Cineleisure to eat. Baby insisted I tried eating BK. Previously,I'm not a big fan of BK,but Baby made me painfully admit that he managed to changed my perception of BK. *i will do anything for you,babe.
Then Baby wanted to buy a t-shirt,a coupled t-shirt. I was hesitant at first but i grew out of it. We spent quite some time deciding on which design but we end up buying one for Md Haziq instead. LOL.
Then its off to Diva. I wanted to buy myself headbands,I wanted Baby's opinion but he was busy talking to his friends which he met along the way. So,i made my own opinion and end up leaving Diva with a receipt totalling up to $22 just for several headbands.
High maintenance? I don't think so,its worth the spent.
I think I spent a little too much time on headbands-searching that Baby lost his urge to buy himself his new shirt. Sorry babe.
&since we don't have any other plans,we head off to my place with our full tummies. &along the way,Baby made a funny impersonation of something that he watched on youtube. Hilarious.
I call it our 'After Makan Syndrome'. He showed me the video when we reached my place. But then he got a call from home,and we have to end there. But I'm glad,we managed to spent time together.
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Falling.
February 20, 2009 @ 11:01 PM
I never knew what it really meant until recently. I'm trying to be that person who could put that smile upon your face,who would be able to make you laugh/cry when feel like it.
Just when I thought I reached the top, after so long trying to avoid hitting obstacles that would trip on me,I fell. Like a rock that I stumbled on.
So this is how it feels to be on top and to suddenly fall on bended knees while still trying to hold on to the tears that may trickle down from my eyes,to tell me that I've failed.
Wondering what it would be like succeed and fearing what it would be like falling flat,face down.
I'm beginning to fear of climbing even higher, 'cause sometimes I just want things to be the way it is,forcing time and our surroundings to just stop and let me savour the moment.
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February 19, 2009 @ 7:32 PM
We don't need to wait for special occassions to bear gifts or say 'I Love You' to each other. Because everyday with you is a special occasion. I love you no less than i did yesterday. It doesn't matter if we don't say a word while on the phone for hours,because knowing that you're there on the other side, thinking about the same thing that i do is more than enough for me. I know I can always rely on you. I can be who I am without worrying of what you might think. Smitten by love,yes I am. Its been four years,yet it still feels like yesterday that I've fallen in love with you. The way you're smile captivates me,your every move mesmorize me,your touch is just simply,priceless. Being in love with you and being loved by you is the best thing that ever happened to me. It may be hard at times,but I never did regret loving you. Md Hattaillah,you're the light of my life. I LOVE YOU.
Labels: smitten
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February 18, 2009 @ 11:18 PM
Met Dinah & Achap today. Went to the library 'cause Dinah wanted to borrow books.
Then its off to eat at LJS and Achap seems to enjoy their cheese. He was licking the tiny little plastic bowl until there was no cheese left. Heehee. FREAK!!! kidding.
Then Ain called to tell me that she got into the same school as i do. Phew! I was extremely excited. It put my mind at a litte ease since i've been having nightmares about school. Having to deal with a new environment,new everything.
We decided to meet up with Ain,everyone was missing her like f'ing crazy. So we walked to CCK Park under the treacherous weather. It was HOT HOT HOT!
Sat under a shelter enjoying our $1 off chocolate cream pie while waiting for Ain. Haha. Met Ain,talk,talk,talk. Laugh,laugh,laugh. And we FINALLY set a date for our little outing. First it was the Botanic Garden then we agreed on SENTOSAAAAAAA! Yeah, 7 March.
Then we walked back to Lot 1,send Dinah & Achap off,and then i accompanied Ain to NTUC to buy bread.
Hugged Ain goodbye,then i went off to check if my pay has came in & it did. Soon after,i walked all the way to Avenue 5 to fetch Iman from school. I needed that long walk no matter how far it was. I want my CHUNKS gone. GONE. POOF.
And i reached home with sheer exhaustion.
Well,i'll stop here. Goodnight everyone. Buenas noches.
Labels: chocolate cream pie
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Paper
February 17, 2009 @ 1:29 PM
Denial. That was the state i was in for the past year. I was living in a lie. I needed answers,you were there but I wasn't. But somehow,whenever I'm with you my heart leaves the pain behind and I was able to smile. Everyday,it ease up just a little. But what happens when I'm alone. I start to wonder,of our past,our journey then I lost myself. She was something I had to deal with on my own. Nobody,not my closest friends,my family or even you knew exactly what I went through.
She tore me apart,so much so that I keep telling myself that I've moved on. Even I told you the same thing. I thought by doing so,I would eventually be able to but I was wrong. I thought I don't need you to help me,I thought I could get through this on my own.
She tore me apart,so much so that I keep telling myself that I've moved on. Even I told you the same thing. I thought by doing so,I would eventually be able to but I was wrong. I thought I don't need you to help me,I thought I could get through this on my own.
Only when I had to face the truth in the eye, that I knew I couldn't. I was so afraid of not getting the answers I wanted,but you changed that. I had to go through the same pain again but now,I can safely say that I have indeed moved on.
I am happier now,I can smile without having to deal with the ache. I can be around you without having to worry about what's going to happen next. I managed to let myself go and focus on what we have now than to worry about what the future might look like.
I am happier now,I can smile without having to deal with the ache. I can be around you without having to worry about what's going to happen next. I managed to let myself go and focus on what we have now than to worry about what the future might look like.
Labels: screaming out loud.
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February 16, 2009 @ 10:56 PM
So,work was okay today. Nothing interesting happened,except for the nearly sold out Coldplay tixs.
I mean we only started selling the tickets today and by half of the day,more than half the tixs were sold.
Hey,i thought we're in a freaking recession??? What happened to scrimp and save???
Besides that,there wasn't much to do. I swear would have start swatting flies if Quennie wasn't there. Okay,sounds drastic but Liza was busy and there was no one to entertain me. But luckily Q came in time. But she arrive with sore feets. Haha. She had to go to an orientation today,but she alighted at the wrong MRT station,thus she had to walk for 20 mins to the designated place with a 4 inch heels. Haha. And i think she tried to get back at me by buying me drinks,lots of drinks. I swear,it can make me pee off my pants,but i didn't lar.
Anyway,Q i'll see you soon okay? Please don't forget me when you're posted to Sembawang and when you are planning to go back to China,please buy me a souvenir. Heehee. I will miss your little laugh and the way you try to describe things with your drawings or your sound-effects which weirdly enough i could understand.
Well,i should go off now. Need my beauty sleep. ohh, & i met Ain today. I miss like nuts,so much to talk about but so little time. Next time okay Ain,i'll make sure of it. Love you.
&Baby i missed you so.
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my darling.
February 14, 2009 @ 6:43 PM
Let’s imagine,the two of us,walking aimlessly,holding hands and holding our breaths every other moment,and let our hearts do the talking with the sun setting before our very eyes. Fantasy,yes they are mine to hold on to.
Back to reality,Baby came to pick me up,waited for me at the car park to be exact. As usual i was late. But i said sorry with the power of my kiss. Haha. Baby surprise me with a bouquet of white roses made out of clay,which made me smile from ear to ear. I’m glad it was made out of clay ‘cause real one would die in my hands & i won’t want that to happen. We went off to have lunch which was very nice. Baby took the most simplest thing, one that i would usually throw away, and turn it into the most sweetest thing. I can help but to smile all the way through lunch. After that,we went off to Lavender to buy smth for his bike &soon after we rode off to Lot 1. Sadly it has to end there ‘cause Baby has family commitments to attend to. I wish,so hard that it could be longer but..family comes first. I understand.
Well,that’s how i spend my ‘Saturday’. I hope you guys had a great ‘Saturday’ too.
Baby thank you for everything today,yesterday and tomorrows. Wherever you are,whatever you're doing,just know that i will always love you & when things get hard,let me share the pain with you. Let me hold your hand and be your listening ear. I LOVE YOU BABYLOVE.
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February 11, 2009 @ 10:21 PM
Finally,I had my nails done today.
So exciting,I've been wanting to get it done since like forever.
The last time I ever let someone else do my nails was for prom,
thanks to Kakak (Baby's sister).
So since its my day off,why not pamper myself with an express manicure.& when it was all done,I was very very pleased with it and rode the bus to Aunt's place with such glee.
Yes,imagine a petite little girl admiring her nails like it was there for the first time.
Believe me, I kept glancing at it every now and then like it was covered with diamonds.
Yes,that is how excited I am. You might thing I'm loony,but what to do. Deal with it.
thanks to Kakak (Baby's sister).
So since its my day off,why not pamper myself with an express manicure.& when it was all done,I was very very pleased with it and rode the bus to Aunt's place with such glee.
Yes,imagine a petite little girl admiring her nails like it was there for the first time.
Believe me, I kept glancing at it every now and then like it was covered with diamonds.
Yes,that is how excited I am. You might thing I'm loony,but what to do. Deal with it.
I'm too lazy to bore anyone about today since nothing interesting happened 'cause its the same old same old whenever I met Md Haziq. But Baby always takes time to listen to my bull. Other than Aunt's place,I didn't go anywhere else,my mind was glued to thoughts about my darling Baby.
blah blah blah.
So here i am,just finish talking to Baby about random stuffs but I have to stay awake,waiting for Abi to pass me Baby's ATM card.
Ohh,i miss Nurdinah Farhanah and Muhd Nur Asyraf.
Labels: vacation?
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February 10, 2009 @ 11:19 PM
Quennie was there so she lightened my mood up a notch.
Without her at work I think I would die of boredness,unless Liza's there.
one thing about Quennie is that,once she starts talking,there is no stopping unless you feed her something,but you have to brace yourself of her post-eating complaints; "look i fat already,still give me eat".(with the cute accent of hers)
yeah,yeah,yeah.
Today was not super busy like yesterday,but I found out that we still have more than 400 plush doggies to give away. So people,come,come. Spend your money and come 'adopt' this little plushy. Anyway,I somehow managed to get through the day. Baby was busy today so I didn't hear from him since...*kruck*kruck*kruck* I can't remember. Heehee. So I texted Danny. Didn't hear from him for quite some time. As usual,there is always something to crap about.
I told him that I found a job that pays well an hour and still get time to increase my butt size and he was bewildered. Haha,poor Danny. Advising me that I should share my wealth and all. So I told him, I will share but I'll prolly spend it on me first. I've even bought a dress even before my pay comes in, credits to mummy. Thank you mummy.
&skip skip skip.
I stayed for another one and a half hour to accompany Liza and close all the system,then it was time for me to head home. I felt so drained reaching home,having to deal with the fucking back ache i've endured the whole day but then Baby called and it makes everything worth the while. I told Baby about my day and he told me his,well not really. I did most of the talking,hehehe. Sorry Baby,if i made you suffer thanks to my non-stop babbling. As usual,I talked Baby to sleep and I won't be hearing from him tomorrow 'cause he has an out of camp event and can't bring his phone along. Baby,I'll miss you.
BUT,tomorrow's my off day. YEAHHHHHHHH! I can wake up LATEEEEE. Come,cheer with me. But I'll prolly head back to Lot 1 again tomorrow,'cause I'm getting my manicure. yeah yeah yeah,so excited.
Okay, I'm signing off now. This fucking back of mine is fucking hurting me. I'm going to sleep now. Bye-bye.
Labels: fuck
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February 9, 2009 @ 11:47 PM
Monday Monday Monday.
Well,i got a call last week asking if i can come for work the following week or not & since i don't have any plans & baby is in camp,i guess why not. I need the moolahs anyway,so why not do something productive than just staying at home, increasing my already-big-enough-ass. I swear lot 1 needs to do something to its elevators,make it move faster.
&skip skip skip.
I decided to bring the books that i borrowed from the library to work today, thinking that it would be the same old,same old where i would just sit there and stare at people who were passing by the counter. Instead i had to run errands today,which apparently excite me. Because other than sitting there laughing my ass off with all the others like i always do,it can be quite boring if there's nothing left to do.
So i have to run up and down with this humongous poster with its heavy metallic stand from the first to the second level over and over again,you can imagine how i was struggling to carry that thing being how small i am and trying to keep a straight face amidst the crowd. please imagine,please do. I ended up panting heavily at the counter when i was done.
Then came this girl,apparently from she was from China. Believe me,you will instantly know where she's from thanks to her accent. She' quite friendly and unlike all the other China Men/Women and their funny accent,hers was rather cute,& she's adorable too.
So skip,skip,skip through the day.
& we got this new free gift, a dog called 'Marley",apparently it is to promote the up and coming Jennifer Aniston & Owen Wilson movie called Marley and Me. OMG! it cost a freaking $120 for a small cute looking stuffed dog which is like the size of my hand,and of you know me,you would know how SMALL my hand is. Sheesh,it such a rip-off,i thought no one would spent $120 just for stuffed dog,but typical Singaporeans,they did anyway.
& to sum up my day,there's this boy,came to the counter,saying he lost his file at the music store and he looked so sad. So i ask him to fill out this lost and found form and ask him where he'd been before he went to the music store. I pity him, trembling while filling out the form, so the kind little black heart of mine go and ask him to go back to the library, where he was before the music store and double check it there. Minutes later he came back with the scripted file in his hand. I was happy for him and cancelled out the form. When everything was all done,i thought he would be a happy-camper, having found his missing file and all but he stood there gathering all the guts he have in that tiny lean body of his and asked for my number. & being the idiot that i am,i laughed in his face. Okay,i know,i know,its mean but he caught me off guard, what am i suppose to do? So, i turned him down & Quennie(cute-accented-china-girl) tried so hard not to laugh. After he left,looking all disappointed and stuff,Quennie keep pestering me why i did not give him my number,so i told her about baby and showed her his pic.
I told baby about it too,and he too, laughed and said that i should have given that boy my number so that if he wanted to ask me out,baby would tag along,spend his money and say bye-bye.
Baby and his inquisitive little mind,so i talked baby to sleep and then here i am. Ohh and Liza,feel better yeah?
Gotta go now. Adios. I miss baby.
Well,i got a call last week asking if i can come for work the following week or not & since i don't have any plans & baby is in camp,i guess why not. I need the moolahs anyway,so why not do something productive than just staying at home, increasing my already-big-enough-ass. I swear lot 1 needs to do something to its elevators,make it move faster.
&skip skip skip.
I decided to bring the books that i borrowed from the library to work today, thinking that it would be the same old,same old where i would just sit there and stare at people who were passing by the counter. Instead i had to run errands today,which apparently excite me. Because other than sitting there laughing my ass off with all the others like i always do,it can be quite boring if there's nothing left to do.
So i have to run up and down with this humongous poster with its heavy metallic stand from the first to the second level over and over again,you can imagine how i was struggling to carry that thing being how small i am and trying to keep a straight face amidst the crowd. please imagine,please do. I ended up panting heavily at the counter when i was done.
Then came this girl,apparently from she was from China. Believe me,you will instantly know where she's from thanks to her accent. She' quite friendly and unlike all the other China Men/Women and their funny accent,hers was rather cute,& she's adorable too.
So skip,skip,skip through the day.
& we got this new free gift, a dog called 'Marley",apparently it is to promote the up and coming Jennifer Aniston & Owen Wilson movie called Marley and Me. OMG! it cost a freaking $120 for a small cute looking stuffed dog which is like the size of my hand,and of you know me,you would know how SMALL my hand is. Sheesh,it such a rip-off,i thought no one would spent $120 just for stuffed dog,but typical Singaporeans,they did anyway.
& to sum up my day,there's this boy,came to the counter,saying he lost his file at the music store and he looked so sad. So i ask him to fill out this lost and found form and ask him where he'd been before he went to the music store. I pity him, trembling while filling out the form, so the kind little black heart of mine go and ask him to go back to the library, where he was before the music store and double check it there. Minutes later he came back with the scripted file in his hand. I was happy for him and cancelled out the form. When everything was all done,i thought he would be a happy-camper, having found his missing file and all but he stood there gathering all the guts he have in that tiny lean body of his and asked for my number. & being the idiot that i am,i laughed in his face. Okay,i know,i know,its mean but he caught me off guard, what am i suppose to do? So, i turned him down & Quennie(cute-accented-china-girl) tried so hard not to laugh. After he left,looking all disappointed and stuff,Quennie keep pestering me why i did not give him my number,so i told her about baby and showed her his pic.
I told baby about it too,and he too, laughed and said that i should have given that boy my number so that if he wanted to ask me out,baby would tag along,spend his money and say bye-bye.
Baby and his inquisitive little mind,so i talked baby to sleep and then here i am. Ohh and Liza,feel better yeah?
Gotta go now. Adios. I miss baby.
Labels: blah
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February 8, 2009 @ 6:49 PM
Labels: it could have been better.
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